The longest days of my life that will never end
We had our transplant on April 25th. These have been the longest 5 days of my life and still have till May 7th before we will know if it worked. They used two 8A grade eggs. We had 13 to start, 10 fertilized, and after the use of the 2 best eggs we had 6 that were frozen. Our grade C did not make it to day 5 in the incubate, but all the bs did.
I am going stir crazy waiting for May 7th to get here, I have tryed keeping myself busy but with a husband who thinks i have to take it easy every day all day im going to go crazy. Not to mention how all the hormone shots and pills from now and than are still funking with my system. I feel like life is at a stand still to tell me if life is going to be good or if my heart will be broken. It has been such a long road. 2 yrs of surgery's, test and everything else and it is all coming to an end on May 7th. When you start this process you think it will never come to an end but than when your at the end and have no other tricks up your sleeves and its out of your hands. Just need answers one way or another.
Right now everthing is at a stand still, and i need my world to start turning again without the stress of the past 2 yrs of test and procedures. But if it dosnt work and Im not pregnant than were do i go from here? We can't afford to do this again. So failure is a life sentance for me.... I think i am extreamly emotional today and it really sucks being stuck in my head alone....