OKay, not sure what the heck is going on. UPDATE...Looks like AF is arriving.
This month has been odd. According to charting AF was supposed to show up yesterday, & usually I have at least spotting by now. I am not having usual AF symptoms, lower back isn't really bothering me outside of the work I have been doing lately, nipples are super sensitive & sore, emotions are crazy, broke down & cried because I had been sent the wrong color haircolor from eSalon.
Tested two days ago with Walmart cheapie & got a BFN. Wondering how accurate those tests are, thinking perhaps it isn't very good. Should I get a better test? Anyway, gonna give it a few more days & see if AF makes an appearance, maybe the chart is off, though I am usually like clockwork.
Trying very hard not to get my hopes up.
Still no AF, still getting BFN on tests. So if AF doesn't show up by Mon I will go get a blood test. Since I had a tubal reversal surgery they told me not to wait past a week to get checked, because there is a higher risk of an ectopic pregnancy. I will test again with my last test on Sunday if no AF. With luck we'll get some kind of answer.
So after 6 days of not showing up, body giving me all the indicators of pregnancy, breasts still hurt like hell, this morning I am beginning to spot indicating AF will be here by tomorrow. To say I broke down in tears is an understatement. Why can't I just get pregnant, why does my body have to fuck with me & my emotions, I am so bitter right now. I know if my ex hadn't pushed me to get Essure done & I hadn't had to reverse it, I would likely be pregnant by now. We also could have started trying 2 years ago, which would have improved our chances by lots.
I wish all the rest of you a great Mother's Day, but for me this one is bittersweet, I am grateful for the children I already have, but so sad that the one I thought might finally be a reality is not going to be. 6 damn days of nature fucking with me, not nice at all.