I tell myself we arent gonna try this month, and we did good, with me not stressing, untill now! How can you not think about it or try? when that is the ONLY thing on your mind half the time. I am wanting a baby more than anything...My husband is getting impatient. the longer it takes the more he is wanting a baby..He told me a few months ago he really wanted a boy first. The other day he told me he doesnt care, he's just ready to be a daddy. We are only 6 months into TTC. and i just feel very failurish! I can't give my husband a little boy or girl. It wouldnt be as bad, if everyone around us wasn't having children or getting pregnant. I am 4 DPO, and yesterday i ordered a 50 count of pregnancy test and he wasnt even mad about it! He knows its really hard for me and i get super emotional. thats why he doesnt really talk about it much. I cant even begin to imagine the ladies that have gone a year and half or more TTC! You have strength!! <3 Really hoping for a BFP soon!! <3 BABY DUST TO EVERYONE!
UPDATE:: I love this Group! everyone is so supportive! Thank all of you for the comments ! it means alot!!