My name is Stephanie. I have a few issues going on right now that I need opinons on. Well I got married back in April of 2011. Two months later we found out I was pregnant. I had my daughter (Kierra) on Valentines Day of 2012. She is my entire world I might add. Well, my husband is in the military and he is gone sooo much. I feel as if I never get a break because I live nowhere near family to help me through the lonely stages. Well when my husband is home I still do not get a break becasue my daughter is so use to me she will not let anyone else hold her or take care of her. He is gone either 5 days a week, or 3 days a week. So he is barely home. Well I have gotten into a slum where all I wanna do is sit at home and in pajamas. I feel as if I am depressed, but not postpardum depressed. I just feel alone all the time, and like I cannot have one minute to myself, I mean I know that is part of being a mother, but I mean I am not exaggerating when I say I do not get one minute to myself. My family is about 5 hours away from where my husband and I live. I just feel that if I move back home for some while and get myself in order and take my daughter with me it might do me some good. I mean I do not want to leave my husband, but I have to help myself over this hump before I can do anything else. I am just sick of sitting in this house and not being able to ride down the road right to one of my family members house. Am I wrong for wanting to go back home and get things straight and leave my husband behind???