June 1st 8years ago i was in the 6th grade. I was pretty close to this girl named rikki and she got killed in a car accident at 12years old. She would have been 20 :( june 14th is when it happened and june 18th(which is my 20th birthday) is when she got laid to rest. I never thought i'd be with her brother carryin her nephew. And its jus so sad to me that i know she'll never get to hold my baby or kiss him or tell him she love's him :( she was a very beautiful girl inside and out. Its been 8years an til this day it still gets to my boyfriend. He absolute hates june and i feel so bad for him :( last year we weren't together that long an the 1st of last year he woke up in tears i didn't know what to do but hold him an let him cry. Now this year idk what to do to make him feel any better!! :( i try to tell him that she's an angel now an that she's always goin to watch over him an that the baby has a guardian angel watchin over him too. But that jus doesn't work. Idk if i should try to make him feel any better or jus kinda keep my mouth shut an completely be there for support(which i'm goin to do anyways) but could u imagine losin your sister at jus 12? I know i couldn't. Its jus so sad. Keep my boyfriend an his family in your prayers for me please!
on May. 31, 2012 at 4:11 AM