I am having a really really hard time. I am 18. Pregnant. Due August 16. Me and the dad broke up in January. We broke up for the best. And let me make this clear, I'm glad I'm not with him. He immediately got a new girlfriend, who has a one year old son. They now live together.
My ex plans to be around the baby, which is fine. But he is dragging his new girlfriend way to into the situation, he wants me to meet her and wants her at the hospital when the baby is born which isn't gonna happen.
Me and him had a conversation about it today and after he left my house his new girlfriend felt the need to write me on Facebook. Being completely rude. And made me really mad! Its way too long to even try to explain.
I have never said this to anyone, and never will again. But.
I had no idea how hard this was gonna be. I am jealous that he has someone and a perfect little family and I'm afraid my daughter will wanna be with them, not me. Its making me resent him and his girlfriend instead of trying to get along with them, I just find myself becoming more bitter.
I have pushed any chance of a good relationship out of my life, I am too stubborn and dont wanna get close to someone again like I did with my ex just to have it fail so miserably. I am scared. And too stubborn to tell anyone in my life how I really feel. And its so hard.
I also am freaked out because I am so stressed and worried and have so much going on I dont feel connected with my baby. I dont know how to fix me or where to begin.
Maybe someone can offer advice.?