I know it sounds terrible, but I put that upon myself putting who is now my baby daddy before my education, going to his house instead of school and going out with friends.
But I'm trying to change it little by little the only way to go is forward. So anyway my daughter was a big motivation to my desicion and the same day I start school is the same day she turns five months!
Anyway the daycare still had her on the waiting list cause my information was incomplete, well I can't get a letter approved from my mom till later on this week. Tomorrow is Sunday so everything is pretty much closed.
So they also have a daycare in my school but they never told me if she was accepted or not, so when I go Monday I'll ask and see what they will say hopefully yes.
Well let me get to the point I'm leaving my daughter with her father, BUT we don't get along at all. I'm surprised he even said yes to taking her he always puts his friends before her, and on top of that he's taking me to court!!!
But I have no other choice everyone else is busy or is either off to college :/ the reason why I have a problem with this is, he never picks up when I call when I gave him the chance to take her, he always brings her back with poop all over her clothes, he lets anyone and everyone hold her without washing their hands (and this is when she was just a month old) then he feels as though everytime she's crying is cause she's hungry. WRONG the one time he bought her back to me her stomach looked like it was about to burst and she was constipated the whole night with gas cause he didn't burmp her.
It literally scares me to leave her with him he can't take care of her at all and pays more attention to his phone. School is 7 hours and trust and believe I'll be calling every hour.
I just hope that they will accept her in the daycare at my school, and just in case they do I will take all her info. Well I can only hope for the best I feel terrible but just hope it'll go well