hello, just looking to vent. I am 18 years old with a 1 year old son. I am not like a lot of teenage mothers i know. In this i mean that i have completely given up my teenage life i have not left my son but 4 times in his life and those were only because i was in a wedding and one on moving day and all were only for less than 4 hours. His dad is not in his life so i have had him 24/7 by myself through out his life. My mom and i used to be very close but ever since my pregnancy i feel as though she hates me. Shes very ashamed of me and hesitates introducing me to people because she feels they will judge her. Because of this i moved out a few months ago but i couldnt afford it and my mom was put into the hospital because she got depression from us leaving. She begged me to move back everyday so we did. Since being home i feel nothing has changed. I have no one to talk to when im upset or stressed because my mom says i just want people to feel sorry for me. She blames me for a lot and i know she is upset everyday that i didnt give my son up for adoption. Im very lost as to what to do im trying very hard to make her proud of me, by having straight as in school, trying to attend college (but my mom says i shouldnt), and raising my son very well on my own also i am graduating early in december due to my good grades and achievment in school but i feel as though nothing i do is good enough. What should i do? Or feel?