Jealousy and worry is driving me to be that crazy girlfriend I never wanted to be!
I've been dating my boyfriend for almost 2 months. Not long at all. But hes over almost all the time, to the point where i'd say hes living with me. He is a general manager and works over 50 hours a week, so he is usually at work.
Now that hes living with me, I'm getting a lot more emotional and jealous of things. Like when he comes home from work and just goes right to bed. Usually if he did that, he at least cuddled with me while he slept but recently he hasnt. And now that halo 4 has come out, he jumps right on to the game when he comes home, plays it for an hour or 2, then goes to bed, I feel like I get absolutley no attention or affection and its driving me crazy,
On top of that, There is this new person at work who he recently hired, (i work with him as well). He is a 16 year old boy. This little boy follows him around every where at work. hes his goddamn shadow and i know hes obsessed with my boyfriend. And Now my boyfriend is friends with him and hangs out with him an talks to him all the time and i cant stand it. He said the kid was looking for someone to look up to and he choose him, thats all, but it just doesnt seem right at all. (my boyfriend is bi sexual)
The only thing thats stopping me from getting suppperr angry is obviously the fact that this kid is only 16 years old.
BUT he just wont stop. Me and my bf got in to a little argument a few days ago because we hadnt gone to do anything with eachother in a while. and I told him I would love to go see a movies soon. he said he was broke cause he paid his bills this week and that we would have to wait. A few days later, he takes the 16 year old kid to a movies, and didnt erven tell ,me untill after.......
I cant get this shit out of my mind. I dream about it, When Im not at work all i do is think about it. when my biyfriends home and playing his game instead of doing something with me, i think about it......Im so unhappy and Idk how to change it.