My dd I had my family there to help with things around the house and such. When dd was born I had at least some help to watch her when I absolute needed some rest and some peace and quiet. Now my daughter is almost 1 and I am pregnAnt again I just really want my family back. Today is a really bad day. I am completely exahsted a d not feeling very well at all and it's want to rest but I need totals care of my dd too. If I were home I would have someone to help with her so I could just rest a little bit. But up here I don't have anyone but the sitter and my df. Df is at work and I don't want to call the sitter just cause I feel yucky. I really do wish I had them around still just to help a little bit.