My boyfriend of 2 years and I recently had an baby. She is a month old and she is really great. Well, when I was in the hospital, he left me because he found out about an one night stand that I had. He would call me and we would fight. This went on for a week or 2. But, Lately, we have been on good terms. We were able to talk without fighting. Now, I feel like I'm chasing him. He doesnt answer when I call, doesnt answer my texts. But, when it comes to him getting a hold of me, i'm always there for him. It's really hard because I'm still in love with him and I really want this to work. We've been threw a lot of stuff together and he's been my best friend. I've shared my most innermost thoughts with him. Now that our daughter has been born, he tells me that he's doing all kinds of things. Buying snow mobiles and drinking with buddies. I haven't had any support from him at all. I am so hurt because I love him and I think he's playing with my emotions. He knows that if he needs me, I'll be there for him in a heartbeat. What do I do? I've tryed to not text or call him. But, it's really hard for me. I'm used to talking to him everyday. But, I feel like i'm putting him as my priority when i'm only his option. It hurts so much that sometimes, I feel like i'm slipping into an depression. Why does love have to hurt so much?