Alright im a new momma even thou its been a year since my son everything is still so hard. i had decided to give my mother gaurdianship of my son but then we had a fight and she got temporary custody. i go see him all the time i give my mom as much money as she needs. i wanna go to school but i feel if i do i wont be able to keep a job or go see my son. i just dont know how to balance evrything and i get so stressed out i just want to give up i love my son and i want to do whats right i just dont want to fail him either. i wouldnt even know where to start, how to balance it, nothing. i also feel like if i do any of the things i want to do to further my self in life that my son wont know who his momma is. but just a little info im 19 now and i work at a fast food reasturant. i feel so pathetic i wanna do more i just dont know where to begin. Any advice ill take anything at this point!