So I was babysitting last night, and it was at my house. Well my 3 year old niece and 2 year old twins were in bed asleep, but Owen(15ish months) wouldnt go to bed. I was tired. He was tired, but refused to sleep. Well he kept crying and crying and crying so I set him on our front porch(before you freak over that, its a closed in/heated area which has toys and stuff. The kids play out there all the time. And the door was open, but the gate closed.) The livingroom is right off the porch and I am known to have meltdowns/panic attacks ect when this kind of thing happens. So I was responsible and set him down to cool off. After about 15 minutes it got quiet, and I looked out there to see he crawled in the corner and fallen asleep. So I went in, picked him up and went to take him up to bed. Well he woke up screaming. I was freaking out about now, so I turned back around and went to set him back on the porch... But when I went to put him down I kinda did it a little hard and nudged him forward, and he staggered back and hit his head pretty hard on the little slide.
I instantly picked him up and checked him over... I felt awful. He is okay... But I feel let my temper get the best of me, and what if I really woulda hurt him? I feel bad.. :'(