I have my labor classes this Saturday, and I was planning on having my boyfriend come. He is going to be there for the birth of our son, so I thought he should go. But then I got to thinking... Do I really want him there? I know that sounds horrible but he was already complaining that he would have to sit through 7 hours of the class. So whatever. Do I really want him mooping around during the class, and ruining the expierence for me? No. So I told him that he didn't have to go. My mom said she would love to take me anyway, since she will be in the room as well. Alex seemed kinda relieved, but said he will take me on a date.. Which we haven't done in a long time. So maybe he is trying to work on our relationship? I told him i have been feeling neglected by him lately.
But I also have been un attaching myself from him, and focusing only on my son and myself.
I am happy we are going on a date soon, but on the other hand still disapointed he didn't even try to sound sad that I told him not to come.