This week my life changed completely.
I was a party girl who was just having fun being 18 and free. Ive been dating this guy for about 3 months and just recently found out im pregnant with his baby. At the moment he has no job, no car and is not attending school. I dont love him and this was completely unexpected. Since we found out he has been job hunting every day and promising me he will step up and support me and the baby. He tells me he loves me and i believe him, however im terrified that if i put my faith in him and move in with him he'll end up letting me down. I want to believe he means his promises but i feel so alone and unsure about everything.
It was hard for me to even find the stregnth to keep this baby, but ive always been against abortion and i dont think Id have it in me to adopt the baby away. Im determined to save as much as i can before this December when the baby is due and at this point id like to find other girls who can relate to me. My friends are great but they just dont fully understand how im feeling with all of this.
Im staying strong and reminding myself that once my baby is here it will all be worth the stress and tears.
Any one with advice or that can relate?