Sorry, i have to vent, maybe its just my hormones out of whack, but i cant STAND someone who constantly constantly buys stuff and then when you want the same thing, they go right out and buy it, then turn around and say "Well why dont YOU go get it?" Like i have the freaking money to spend? Im trying to SAVE for my kid, not spend everything all at once, im sorry your such a big spender and are well off, but IM not. Im middle class. Im not ashamed. Hell im on Wic, and i put it out there. Thats how i am. Thats how im GONNA be probably for a while, if i ever get well off. We're paycheck to paycheck people and when we do get extra cash, we put it in the bank. We have bills, like every other person i know, we're not bad off, but we could be better. It makes you feel like your the smallest person in the world when people bring up money. I cant get that nice thing, because i dont have the money for it. Just at this point i feel like crying cause I hate being looked down upon because of this. It bothers me even more when people put it out there that "OH look i have a shopping problem, i bought this and this and this and this, isnt it cute?" And you just sit there and think, well i cant get anything like that, cause im saving up. ^_^ makes you feel like some homeless person, honestly, i love the way i am, i like being middle-class and not some rich person who can get whatever she wants. It makes me appreciate stuff that i DO get. Its not like we live in some dumpster, Right now an apartment, at the beginning of the year we're gonna get a house, but until then, saving up for anything that might come our way. I just had to vent about that, it was bothering me, and im sorry if it offended anyone, its just the way i feel sometimes.
on Jul. 18, 2007 at 2:45 PM