So I went to Panama City beach this past weekend for a photo shoot. Me and a "friend" went out and started to drink the next thing I know I am in the hospital with Alcohol posining. Aparently the guy we were hanging out with just left me in the parking lot. I have no Idea what happened to me but now any time my husband gets close to me I get tense and want to cry. I have been raped before but I don't know what happened. I just know that I feel gross and like something happended. What do I do I feel so lost and scared. Please any advice will help. I know it was a stupid decision to make and I am kicking myself for making it I feel so stupid!
on Jul. 31, 2007 at 12:10 PM