Sometimes ladies, we do something and in the back of our minds we say, its not gonna work,
I know I feel the devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other... things are always in transition and things are always changing but I believe that I have to push and move pass the doubts and tell that devil on my shoulder to get behind me because There will be a way out of no way... Just when I dont think things will work out, they will... or because I can not see what's ahead doesnt mean that its not going to happen.
I sit and sleep seldom because I have so much on my mind.. being unemployed and having to run a family at times I just shake my head and wonder... I am relocating back to NEW YORK because although Georgia is a beautiful place, well in some parts..lol... the weather is beautiful and the homes are too... the job market is kicking my butt besides all the other things.. and I also believe that god is just sending me home.. I came to see but this is not where I am supposed to be, however the journey back home is not easy and sometimes I just feel stuck in limbo
BUT i AM NOT going to believe that, this is how it's going to end up... I am going to keep pushing forward and I am going to believe the fairytale and the dream.
often times, we, and maybe not you all, but I know a lot of people that are so used to the negative thoughts, the doubts that thats the first thing that we often tell ourselves..
I know sometimes I will get on line to play the lotto and automatically I will feel like I am not going to win and then I have to say, you really doomed yourself, you can not believe that.. but I think at times the negative thoughts just be the first one's coming to mind.
SO ON this day friday I just want to begin to change my point of view... do you have a moment where you feel that you will make a way out of no way..
MANY BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL TODAY.