usually I am able to meditate but...(Vent)
I have a neighbor that I went to elementry-highschool with and now we happen to be neighbors which at first was lovely.. well im pregnant and very very happily married and very content... she is in a relationship that according to her is constantly "a hard time but things will get better". we have been neighbors now for about four months, we've lived here longer going on two years.. anyway I dont usually let other people affect my mood I meditate often and walk and keep my energy calm but Ive been on bedrest and being in one space seems to be affecting my mood plus im moody because Im pregnant.. my thing is she keeps texting me and trying to communicate with me and at first I didnt mind because she is so very sweet, yet it really bothers me to interact with her now because she keeps falling ill colds, flus, ear infections, her hand got infected. (she has no insurance and he wont pay for her to go to the doctor), and her diet is horrible and I genuinly believe the bad way that she eats is making her sick and it concerns me but of course I know I cant say anything about peoples nutritional patterns..
but about a month ago she knocked on my door and wanted to chat so we did on my couch for a little bit.. she said theyve decided to TTC and shes worried she wont get pregnant soon.. yadda yadda ya.. my issue is now when she text me she just wants to talk about babies and how her baby and our daughter can grow up together and such.. I really like her but her bad relationship, bad nutrition, and lack of care of herself is not something I would want to encourage as a healthy friendship to model to my daughter.. my real purpose was one to vent the annoyance at watching a once close friend let a man bring her down, and two ask how to distance myself slowly but surely so we simply become acquantances? I have cut people out but usually they did me wrong so it was alot easier.. in this case I cant justify having this person around as a model for whats okay.. I dont want unhealthy lifestyles and unhealthy relationships modeled to my daughter especially when shes so young.. once shes older she will understand but as a kid what they see is what they accept.. kwim?