Okay I turn twenty seven in november. I am looking at peoples pics and stuff on FB and I am always wondering did I miss out on anything. I became a mom and wife very young(I was legal when both happen). I was never the partying type.The thought of getting all dressed up and dancing is fun but the actual reality played out a few times...it wasn't that fun for me. One time I went clubbing and it smelled like serious BO. I was like omg its smells so bad. Then another time we went to a dancehall club and mostly it was like everyone standing around looking at each other. It was bob marleys birthday and they played a snippet of his music and then bam back to dancehall music(I personally prefer SOCA over dancehall anyday). I have traveled without spouse or child and the whole time I was calling and checking on them. I do wonder though looking at their pics did I miss anything. Don't regret the life I have because I love my husband and my girls they mean the world to me and I would hit someone in the throat with a brick and beat them with a chainlink if they ever tried to harm them but I wonder.
Just a thought I wanted to put out there. Anyone ever have those kinda thoughts or am I alone in this?
on Oct. 22, 2013 at 3:33 PM