Becoming very insecure of my breasts. *possible TMI*
I hate to admit it, but I am. I nursed DS1 (21mo) for 9 months, immedietly got pregnant with DS2 (3mo, who I still nurse) my breasts never went back to normal. When they are full, they look OK, but when they are empty they are very gross looking to me. I wouldn't give up nursing my child for anything, but I am unsure on how to at least have a semi-decent looking rack after this. I didn't really notice how insecure I was until the other night when DH and I were "gettin' down" and he asked me to take off my shirt, I got very embarassed, he told me they were perfect and he loved them, but how the heck is that? They went from looking him straight in the face to starin at the ground now. I find them disgusting and really hope that maybe they go back to normal??? Or some what normal? I never had stretch marks on them prior to getting pregnant, and after I had DS1 they were covered in stretch marks. I know your body changes and etc, but I wish I could accept it. I really want implants and have been talking to DH about that, he just rolls his eyes and says whatever I wanna do... Anyone else having this problem???