Today we have several close families (like I've grown up with them close) from church over for a cookout. Ellie(3mo) starts fussing at the table while we're all talking I put her on, no one notices. Down stairs someone turns on a video but the kids had played with the nobs and so it was blaring for a quick second. Ellie freaks pops off screaming, two ppl saw my nipple. The guy throws me a blanket and says "this is pg, you need a room for that?" Starts laughing and whispering about it (like a, "did you see that")with the woman who saw it. :(
I just wanted to cry and disappear. Ellie was freaking out from all the talking/laughing so i'm just sitting in my bed. Nursing and hanging out with the baby.
Dh says its the risk you take when you bf, thinks maybe next time to cover with them because modesty is a big thing with alot of them.
I've just never felt so low :(