It makes me feel bad that I have to pump. Am I being silly?
So, my daughter is two weeks old and exclusively breastfed. The only thing is, it's not from my breast, it's from a bottle. she was in the NICU at first, and against my request, tehy gave her bottles of formula for the first day, plus a pacifier. They actually had "formula" circled on the card above her bed instead of "breastfed". I was really upset, but I tried from the second day on to get my daughter to latch and she won't. I have tried every day since, but to no avail. So, I pump every few hours and can get two to three bottles. I hav a small supply of extra milk built up, and all she drinks is my milk. However, I feel like I've done something wrong, since she won't actually feed from my breast. It makes me feel kinda guilty, bc I was SO intent on making it work this time. I try to remind myself that she's getting my milk, which is what really matters, but I still feel bad about. Am I being silly?