I need advice. I enjoyed bf up until oct. My baby is 4 months 2 weeks now. I don't know what came over me but I actually started to get disgusted when I nurse and it won't go away. I feel literally dirty and want him to get off. I've only continued this long because I'm guessing my motherly instinct won't let me stop. I start to feel bad about myself wanting to quit and how selfish I am. It's just a feeling that comes over my body. I've tried to make it stop, not think about it, pumping even and I still get the feeling. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!? I've let myself nearly dry up but still manage to nurse morning and night or just when I don't have formula and he's hungry, which tides him over. I've been doing this since early Oct so I know I could possibly bring my supply back up if I could just find an answer, an end to this feeling, SOMETHING. It's really frustrating. When I got pregnant I told myself I'd EBF and now I can't because of this. Anything ladies??