new, need to vent and possibly get some advice
So, my second son just turned 6 weeks old today, my older son is 7 years old. He was formula fed, I wanted to nurse him but gave up after three days. I have so far been successful (?) with nursing Joshua, but i'm frustrated with it. He spends a good portion of his day attached to my breast, unless he's sleeping. Now, he can't sleep without boob in his mouth, he sleeps with me day and night. We're can't seem to get him to consistently get him to take a bottle so I can go back to work one day. We tried everyday for the last 2 weeks and he's taken it 3 times. I'm beginning to feel it's not going as well as I think but I don't knwo how to tell, I don't know how to get help. I want to throw in the towel but I can't since he won't take a bottle, I won't let him starve and I can't help but feel like a complete and utter failure since I want to quit and he's only 6 weeks old. I wanted to nurse because it's what's best for him but he never seems to not be hungry. I can't see it getting any easier. i don't know what to do.