I have an appt tomorrow to get Paragard because I'm not a fan of how whacked out my body gets from hormonal bc.
DH told me that I need to talk to them tomorrow because he thinks I have ppd. I think I'm just having a run of bad luck that's getting me down. I found out when I went back to work on 1/14/13 that as of 3/8/13 I will no longer have a job. My bank was bought by a bigger one and most of us are out the door. Plus while I was out on leave we fell behind on a few bills so I'm playing catch up there with a completely clueless DH. I've tried explaining and writing everything down but he still doesn't get it. Our plan was to pay off a few smaller bills with our tax refund and then I would be a sahm for as long as possible. I found out yesterday at work the bigger bank has a temp position they are opening for those of us being laid off that's until the end if the year. So tech I can still have a job if I want it. Well I got excited. They said same pay we have now, so we could get further in paying off bills. I told DH and he got excited too. I called my mom since she watches my 3 kids on the 2 days we need someone for. She basically told me this is the last week she's going to watch them. So now I need to find a new sitter ASAP. She was planning on telling me Thursday when she came out. Thanks for the kinda short notice mom, grr. Not the first time she's done this to me btw.
Plus I hit a telephone pole a few weeks ago because of the bad weather so I've been getting bad anxiety when it snows and living in central NY not much of a way around it right now.
So yes I may have a bit of a short fuse right now because I'm stressed out but I don't think it's PPD because I still get out if bed and take care of myself (and everyone else it seems). So what I cry a lot lately and over stupid crap. The last time I mentioned this to my dr she said it was hormones from bfing. I don't think it is but I wanted you ladies opinions.
Does it sound like ppd or just hormones or just stress??
I talked to my dr today while I was there. She said it honestly sounds like I'm stressed out. She wants to wait until everything blows over and when I go back in 6 weeks to have my IUD checked we will talk more and go from there.
Thanks everyone for your help.