I'm done feeling like the bad guy... way ot.
This isn't the first night my husband has done this.
We've been married for 6 1/2 years. I love him to death. But I just dont know what to do anymore. He never wants to be home. He always wants to be out with friends. I'm tired of feeling alone. Its just not ok anymore. I don't wsnt to leave him, but I'm hurt. He complains all the time that there is always a child attached to my boob and it makes him not want to cuddle or whatever.
So I guess a new day, & its time for more of my story. This could get long. I'm sorry.
A few months back my hunny decided he wanted to start hanging out with this co-workers. Which usually I would be fine with. Except now, I'm not.
He goes out every 2 weeks. And its neved for only a few hours. Its ALWAYS 6 plus hours.
He is never home. We've grown distant becux its me and the house and the kids (ds 6, dd 7m ). I'm always taking care of them, putting them to bed, etx. My son has started to make comments about his dad. Like this am, my dh took our good car (we have 2. A good car and a putt-putt. We use the putt putt for work.). Wel, today is his day off and he went to work again with the good car leaving me with the kids and the crap car. He went out last night and we didnt see him and then was gone at 8 again this am. My sons soccer stuff is in the god car & when I told him daddy took the car and would bring his stuff back when he got home, my sons.said "IF he comes home". :(
I'm so scared my marriage is over. My heart is literally broken and Its taking everything to not start crying. I cant live this way. My kids cant live this it.