I'm hoping someone can help me. I have had anxiety and panic disorder for 13 years now. First started off with clonazepam and celexa. About 7 years ago it stopped working & I was enduring a very tumultuous life with a teen girl. Recently, I lost my mother in law, family ties severed & yet another unpredictable child. Lots of stress, dad doesn't hold them accountable, nor to I want another loss of a child on bad terms. Point is right now I'm really struggling with the whole anxiety/panic and add to that agorphobia. Husband isn't home very much & I don't get any relief of support. I am so emotional, crying, sad, anxious I am currently on paxil and clonazepam, I do have ativan if I need it also. I know I sound like a mess right now & I feel like a mess. I'm really starting to break under the pressure of normal life, fighting kids, no support..So when do you face the fact that you can no longer deal with this on your own and check yourself in? I just want to be normal, to be at peace & I'm not. I'm truly tired of fighting this battle when I feel so alone..