I'm sad because I want to be vegan so bad (for the animals sake) but my body just can't handle it right now :(. Ive been getting gastritis so bad from beans, soy the only thing thats protien that I dont have a problem with is nuts. Medicine doesnt help at this point and I am going to get a colonoscopy in about a week and a half. But I feel like I have no choice to eat chicken because need protien and I can't just get it from fish because im breast feeding. Ugh I feel bad about it.