We've talked about marriage, he's willing to adopt my dd.
Always taking, texting, or Skype.
We were talking today and he said he wanted to get me pregnant. I hesitated. Said timing was bad. He said he wanted multiples. I was like hell no.
We talked, then he said he's not sure he's ready for a bunch of kids. I reminded him he was the one bringing it up.
I asked if my dd was making him change his mind. He said "not really.
I don't know".
He has been honest about things. He never tells me what I want to hear.
He tells me the truth, even of I don't want to hear it, so I'm taking him at his word of "not really".
That isn't a "no" though.
I've fallen hard. I'm meeting his mom soon. He's taking me to meet her. I'm scared bc of my past.
Help me not be insecure.