When dd was less than a yr old, I would cry and hug her and tell her "I'm sorry" before going to sleep. I said this because her father left before she was born. He wanted a baby but freaked out when it I told him and the thought of him being a father sank in. I didnt need him financially but I felt like shit knowing dd was going to grow up without him and that's why I would say sorry to her. He was so good with kids and hated him a bit because i knew he would have been a great dad. Well, sometimes she would hug me back like she knew what I was feeling. Anyways she's now 2yo (27m) and for the past year she will rub my arm and say "I shawy(I'm sorry) before going to sleep. She doesnt do it every single night but she does this often.
Is it possible that she might remember ?
It breaks my heart every single time she does it.. I just tell her it's ok baby u didnt do anything wrong, and hug her.