If you have seen my post or read my reply's then you know DH is on the search to shoot a turkey this season he has been hunting everyday including Easter but two...he over sleep one and was sick the other....from 5am till 4-5 he is in woods. In the summer his job stays busy from daylight till dark he works so i really don't get anytime with him by the time dinner done he showers and sees our 19 month old who things daddy hung moon then he falls asleep...that's right ladies the only conversation I get is from my kids as thankful as I am to have them it did not happen alone....I think my ranting is influenced by the fact that we had went to the store on way pick up kids from my mom the only one that rode to store with us was our 19month old ds...when dh looks at a (cute) (young) female and says you wanted to see him here he is and pointed to our son....i thought very little bout it it is a small community but then we are headed to check out and run into her again....she talks to ds and shoots dh a smile that i catch a glimpse of and she asking, this one is Isaiah right and you have Neaveah too right not asking me but dh the funny thing is the baby isn't there and i haven't never spoke to this girl and most people in store just knows me as the lady with a bunch of kids who buys a whole lot of food every two weeks....When has he found the time to talk to this girl and why she looking at him like that...when i asked him calmly last night he said he doesn't know how she would know their names but he went in the store one day last wk and she ask if he would bring his little boy back in there??????? Ok Matt is normally a big flirt big deal he normally doesn't mean anything by it but her smile was over the line of friendly...when i haven't had no time with him in over a month and he falls asleep before sex and the couple times during turkey season we do have sex he finishes fast and I end up watching tv or logging on here....when i text him when he was riding to work I text "I love you hope you have a great day" His reply said "will do, than you.. same to you".....so that's when i sent another text and told him I hated being this way i feel like we are not clicking any more and I don't like being insecure....."WOW..OK" that was his reply....honestly am I reading to much to this or am I just not expressing my self to him in a way that he understands....I am lonely and I want his attention!!! Please help me gain some wisdom here...I am I over board am I not????