I feel like I'm not doing my best at the most important job in the world. I work a lot & I work nightshift so I'm tired a lot & not always in the best mood. I find I'm yelling at my dd a lot & not being the fun playful mom I would like to be. Now my dd is very rowdy & spoiled & a little hard to handle sometimes but I feel like I expect too much from her & I always feel guilty. I'm not beating her or anything like that just to clarify but still I just feel like I should be better at this. Maybe I've just seen too many tv shows where the moms are always happy when their children are colorin the walls & floors in crayon & pouring thing in the floor. Anyway I know there's not really anything anyone can do for me I just have to try harder but I wanted to vent a little.