When I was ages 6-10 I went to day camp at a church. There was always a male camp counselor whom I didn't like. Something about him irked me.
About ten years ago, when I was 15, I remembered something very vivid, the problem is, I cannot say whether or not it was real or a dream.
In my memory, I was standing in the gymnasium alone facing a wall. This counselor stood to my left with his camp shirt on and told me to keep facing the wall. He reached over with his right hand while I stared at the wall and slipped a finger inside my bathing suit down below.
The thing is, I was around 6. Old enough to remember if it ACTUALLY happened, which is why I am leaning towards a dream. But I don't remember if my feelings of dislike towards him came before or after this memory.
It comes into my mind from time to time and the thought of his face still gives me the chills.
This has bothered me for 10 years and I even talked about it with my fiance who is leaning towards dream, as well.
What do you think?