I really need some sound advice.
I have a bad temper and no patience. I have 2 little ones that do not listen to me and I lose my patience and temper REALLY fast.
I do not hurt my children, but for example yesterday they were not listening AT ALL and I lost my temper slammed my radio in the car and it now does not work.
I keep asking for help and no one seems to be listening to me. I am sick and tired of losing my temper and patience. I am under A LOT of stress, we have other issues that cause me stress besides my children not listening
I found out last week that my MIL had the nerve to tell my DH that I will eventually snap and be like whatever it isn't worth the battle. I told my DH that noooo, it is more like if I snap it is going to be VERY ugly and I do not want to go there. I would go in the opposite direction my MIL thinks will happen
So, I either get the help I need or I will snap and it won't be pretty.
I would LOVE to go to counseling or something like that, but my DH is mr. paranoid and feels that if I go in to get help so I have more patience and don't lose my temper as much they will think my kids are in danger - which they are not - and get CPS or the cops involved.
I dont know where to go or turn to, but I know I need someone I can truly talk to who wont assume something bad is going on. I really want help and I seriously LOVE my kids. They are my life, I just need to get this under control.