this is not a sympathy post!
At least i have one person in my life that actually wants my company and does not belittle me and likes and loves me for me. it's so hard to show my true self when half the time i don't trust the reactions that come with it. what i've learned is that no matter how nice/good of a person i am i'm always let down by the lack of need i'm shown to be my friend . sure there are talks of meeting up or what have you but i'm not going to make the first move, that's just me. and yes, someone made me upset about something i inadvertently said that made them lash out at me for the wrong reasons. but, they waited a week to text me their rant. i'm so tired of trusting women with my friendship. am i really that bad of a person? i'm on the verge of just shutting everyone out but my husband and grandfather.