My husband and I miscarried in 2008, 2 years ago.....and we have been trying ever since. When we did get pregnant, we tried for 3 months and on the 3rd month we had sex one time and got pregnant with twins. I never thought that it would take this long and we would still be sitting here trying. We both have gotten tested, and I am now on my second round of clomid. I just dont know what to do. So I have become bitter and I am throwing my hands up and not trying anymore. Maybe thats what the problem is anyways. Maybe focusing and putting all my sweat and energy into something, IS the problem. I believe in God and me and my husband pray that we will get pregnant in HIS time. So I guess thats what I need to do. Just let it be, and when it happens, it will be in HIS time. I need to put my faith and trust in God and let him take over, cause I cant do this on my own. I am 24 and will be 25 and one of my biggest fears, is to be "old" when i have my first baby. I rememeber when I was younger, my mom told me she had me when she was 26 and I was like.....man....thats old, lol.....and here I am reaching that age and not feeling so young, lol.
I know women have them all ages, but still it was important for me to stop having kids by age 30. Maybe thats not in my cards.....maybe what "I" want, isnt what God wants. Im just ready to move on with the next chapter in my life and have a family. My husband and I have been together for 9 years and married for 3. We have traveled and have everything that we need and want, and Im just ready for that precious gift from God. Thanks for listening!!
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- racheypoo03
on Apr. 18, 2010 at 5:05 PM