Trying so Hard

[ParkerLuvsMommy]

Hi everyone so I'm new to this group but I thought if I shared my story I could find someone who could relate. So I have a little boy right now who is 18 months and me and my husband had talked and agreed that we both want our kids to be close together in age and we wanted actually to start trying this month so I quit taking my birth control in July to get it out of my system little did we know it was out immediately and I was pregnant in July but then the worst came and I had a miscarriage in Aug. it wasn't a planned pregnancy but we were so so so excited then I lost it and was devistated and still am but every since I had the miscarriage we've been TTC and this is the 3rd. month and I'm praying so much that this happens for me with my first son it took me 3 months so I'm hoping that I'm pregnant this month I"m supposed to start AF on the 13th I know it's way to early to tell but I took a HPT this morning and it was BFN of course but I had hope I think I'm 8DPO but on a 31 day cycle So I'm going to wait till sat. (if I can hold out that long) and take another HPT it will be 5 days before AF so hopefully it comes up + everyone wish me so much luck I'll keep anyone interested posted. And if anyone is in the same boat please let me know I'd love to talk.

[patsfan013]

I'm sorry it took so long for anyone to respond.  I can only relate in that I know what it's like to go month after month with BFNs.  I hope you get (or had) a BFP soon.  How are you doing now?