I am new on here, but am hoping for people to talk to so I can grieve. My husband and I tried to get pregnant for two years with no luck. After testing we realized we had to resort to ivf. Two embryos were put in and both took! At five and a half weeks we went in to see if they were still there. We lost one. We grieved and moved on. Then three weeks ago at our twenty week ultrasound we were told we still had fraternal twins! We felt so blessed and the planning began. We went to the pareontologist this week at twenty three weeks and they told us we had lost our little boy but our little girl looked good so far...they warned us we could go into premature labor due to our son being dead inside of me and we could lose both. Praying every day to keep her in to term....and at the same time trying to grieve the loss of our son. This is our first pregnancy and it has been a roller coaster of emotion and anxiety. I find myself crying all of the time and at a loss as to how to get over my son even though I will have to deliver him dead when she is ready to come out. So lost, confused, and devastated.
on Aug. 17, 2012 at 2:18 PM