Okay, so I don't think I slept at all last night. All I did was have one dream after another. It was so bad that I actually found myself sleepwalking. I haven't done that in forever! And yes, I did go to bed with a lot on my mind.
#1
Okay, my best friend and I were searching in a park for that gal that is missing...Brianna I think is her name. But she was so close to us that she was within our hometown. We were searching this park with my husband's uncle (who is a homicide detective) and a dog. But it was like there was a race between us and the dog. We found her first and it was like a big deal. She was in a valley area of the park and under a fallen tree that went from one side to the other. And we walked over it like 50 times and I was getting so frustrated because I just "knew" that was where she was supposed to be. My husband was on the cell with his uncle saying, see I told you she was a bit off. And I was like so angry with him, that it made me more determined to find her and I was fuming with my friend. (this time I found myself sitting on the toilet)
#2
Again, with my best friend, only this time she was waiting for her ex to come home to my apartment, which wasn't mine but my parents instead, and he was bringing his best friend as like a double thing. The best friend and I had already done a few group things together, so it was like we were cool with each other and there was mutual attraction. The thing is, by this point in time, I had two kids, my own restaurant that I was running, and was divorced from my husband. Yet I was living with my parents and they were treating me like I was 16 again. We had to leave the door open with boys in our rooms, etc. The last of the dream, I remember looking out of a circular window at the town we live in now and not being able to see anything but her boyfriend's car lights through a dense fog. I was wondering in my dream where I had gone so wrong with my life, and why did everyone treat me like I was a child. Then I woke up (this time I found myself in the living room, actually looking out my patio window)
I mean, WOW! Some help as to what those two in particular mean, would be helpful to me. I am scratching my head here and feeling like I just want to go back to bed because I am so tired. Thanks to you all for reading this, I know it's long.
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