I don't like to talk about this much, but when I was 16, I rebelled against my daddy, and ran away with my now-husband. We went to a party, and there were drugs, and alcohol...I only had one mixed drink, and when everyone started leaving, I went to the bathroom. There was only a few people left at the house, I knew them, so I thought everything would be ok. Travis passed out in the next room. I came back, finnished my drink, and just minutes later, started feeling strange, so I decided to get up & sit on the couch. When
I stood up, the room started spinning, and all of a sudden my vision grew pitch black, I couldn't move, speak...all I could do was feel & think. The last thing I remember, was someone rubbing my theigh. The next morning I was awaken by Travis yelling & cursing me. I was laid on the couch, with an unfimiliar big shirt on, and unbuttoned jeans...I looked beside me, and there laid my bra, panties & a bloody condom. (date rape drug?) I immediatly called my daddy, after 4 hours of non-stop crying & the LONGEST shower of my life, and I went home, & then he took me to a rape-clinic. I had indeed been raped (I eventually found out who it was, he "bragged" about it to one of our mutual friends) but decided not to press charges because I was afraid. Two weeks later they wanted me to come back for a follow-up PAP, and I found out that I had HPV. Then, a few months later, I got diagnosed with cervical cancer. After extensive tests, pain & surgery, my cancer was in remission. All of my PAP's have came back normal since then, though I have suffered long-term damage to my cervix & scar tissue to one of my fallopian tubes. PLEASE SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR ME, THAT THE CANCER HASN'T RETURNED! THANK YOU ALL & GOD BLESS...I WILL TALK TO YA'LL TOMARROW!
on Jun. 2, 2008 at 12:11 AM