How could God Do This to Me?
Everyday, I lay awake i my bed, trying to keep as quiet as possible, so I dont wake my husband. I sob so deeply, because I cant believe, I dont understand , why God would do this to me, why would he allow my two babies to die.? What did I do so wrong, that he would punish me like this? What happend to his grace, oh I feel like dieing, I havent felt such a deep pain before, and the emptiness just doesnt go away.