I am sooo tired and want to knock out but......I'm waiting for my DH to get home.....so far he's done 7 hours overtime. I am waiting in the near dark to suprise him when he gets home so I can see if he's been cheating. I told him I was going to sleep at 9:30 but I'm staying awake so I can see how and when he comes home....see if he smells like beer, cigs, or another woman. Why am I doing this, you ask? Because his dumbass made a stupid comment while watching Maury that he would cheat on me if he was tempted....he said he was testing my reaction. THEN I find out he takes toothpaste, cologne, lotion, and extra crap like that to work. So here I am at 1 in the morning. I tried everything...I read a book, watched TV, played online games, and I'm still falling asleep! But do I really want to know?? Would I be better off not knowing...it would hurt so bad and my world would fall apart, but if I don't know.......I will always wonder and never be able to trust him again.
This sucks.
sorry mama but it sounds like you ALREADY don't trust him.
if i wuz in your situation I would want to know so then you can figure out how you want to go on make it work or not. cause I would hate to have years go by and then find out and think wuz my marriage everything he said and did a shame. I hope everything is okay. But I honestly believe that the truth will set you free. and the what ifs will slowly tear you apart.
Quoting angelove8:
i know..i dont want to wonder forever if he is cheating...i trusted him before this comment he made a week ago. since then things have been shakey.
Quoting Amybelle:
sorry mama but it sounds like you ALREADY don't trust him.
It really was a horrid thing for him to say to you...............:(
try to calm down .if he is hes a dog if hes not then you need to trust him .just dont stress 4 the babys sake
Quoting angelove8:
i know..i dont want to wonder forever if he is cheating...i trusted him before this comment he made a week ago. since then things have been shakey.
Quoting Amybelle:
sorry mama but it sounds like you ALREADY don't trust him.
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- angelove8
on Nov. 10, 2009 at 2:05 AM