For those who followed my post a week or so ago....

[LuvmySFSGT]

As you may know I have been trying to dream about Shane since he passed 2 and a half months ago...

And let me just clarify I DO NOT believe in this crap...and I know I sound crazy....

So I finally got into bed about 5:30 this morning....I tossed and turned for quite some time and finally started dozing off...at first I didn't realize I was dreaming but I was at my in-laws house (though it was a different house then they live in) and my husbands childhood friend was there. We were all talking and telling stories about Shane and everyone went to bed but me and him...he said he was going to stay until I feel asleep because I was upset...so he sat with his back leaning on the couch and I was laying on the couch...then he held my hand (Yes...weird...I know) so then I saw 3 little kids coming down the stairs...and I thought they were ghost...at this point I actually realized I was dreaming...which has NEVER happened to me...I have never been in a dream trying to get out of it because I knew I was dreaming (if that makes sense)...

Anyways I started "screaming" at RJ "Why wont Shane just come to in my dreams? Why are you here....? I don't understand!"

Just then I felt something crawl into my skin...thats the best way I can describe it...I was laying on my stomach and it felt like someone laid on top of me and then became one with me...it of course woke me up and I literally could not move for probably 10 minutes...during that time it was like a Euphoria...I cant begin to explain the feeling.....everything felt amazing...like I was just floating through the sky....and everything felt right in the world....as quick as it came it was gone...I cried for like 45 minutes begging him to come back...but he didn't:( 

And yes...I know...I am crazy...but I don't care.

[DonnaKeith]

I don't  think you're crazy at all...it's comfort from him. Over time, you will be able to connect easier...

[taias_ma]

I don't think you're crazy ...I think he was connecting with you through your dream. 

[myfoursonsks]

I believe in it and I don't think it sounds crazy at all.  I have posted before a couple of times how my grandmother kissed me while I was dreaming about her. It wasn't just in the dream.  I felt her in real life.  It was real.  It is hard to explain to someone that has never experienced something like that, but I know from experience that it can happen.  I felt so many mixed emotions when it happened that I just felt like I was going to shut down.  I didn't know what to think.

[prego7386]

there are groups on here that could help you with this...help you figure out how to connect easier. We are made to believe it isn't possible. Trust me it totally is but there are so many road blocks we have set up that it makes things hard. So yeah..at the risk of sounding crazy my advice is to go look up some "super natural" groups on here they are helpful and could prob give you a hand.

[KT9105]

This may sound crazy too but oh well.

My mom lost her best friend in 2004 - they'd been friends for 25 years and were as close as sisters.  My mom never tried dreaming about Donna (her friend) but found that everytime she was having a hard time with something, or there was something going on with Donna's family, Donna would come to her in her dreams when she felt she needed her.  I guess my point is try to be patient.  He will always be with you and show himself when he feels you need guidance. 

[rayzensun]

you're not crazy, he is always with you and his daughter...

sometimes dreams are the only time we can feel it but he's always there with you... 

[LuvmySFSGT]

Quoting myfoursonsks:

I believe in it and I don't think it sounds crazy at all.  I have posted before a couple of times how my grandmother kissed me while I was dreaming about her. It wasn't just in the dream.  I felt her in real life.  It was real.  It is hard to explain to someone that has never experienced something like that, but I know from experience that it can happen.  I felt so many mixed emotions when it happened that I just felt like I was going to shut down.  I didn't know what to think.

Thats exactly how I felt...I was literally paralyzed...I could not move.

[MommytoKenzie08]

I don't think you are crazy, I think he is with you always and that was his way of letting you know.

[MichaelsCasey]

I don't think you are crazy at all.  Although it was completely different, when my son was born I was so sad my grandmother (whom I was very close to) wasn't able to meet him.  She passed three months before he was born.  I had a dream a couple of months after he was born and basically it was of her meeting my baby.  And she kept saying I am here for only a short time, I have to get back.  I dunno, it was just so real and comforting.

[Love060708kids]

Wow, I do not think you are crazy at all but your post was captivating.  That was amazing, i'm glad you had felt peace if only it was for a little while.