I think I'm ready to have another baby!

[Flyterbut]

Ever since DD#2 passed away at 1 week old I have been battling this ugly 'I don't want to ever have another baby" feeling. It was soo strong and it slowly tapered off. It's been a year and a half and I finally think I am ready for another baby. I'm soo excited and DH has wanted another baby since it happened so he is ecstatic! We are currently living with my brother (we moved out of our place which is where she died because we couldn't handle living there anymore and needed help emotionally) so I told him I want to live on our own for at LEAST 6 months to be sure we can do it financially as well as emotionally. Also, my other brothers baby is due in a month so I have a good test run with a newborn. DD#1 is 2 1/2 and has started asking for a baby in mommys tummy. We'll see how long it takes though, with DD#1 it took over a year of ttc but DD#2 was a pleasant surprise and I got pregnant with her right away! Sorry, just was so excited about deciding to TTC again soon!