I F*ing Hate the b******!!!! ***Updated in Pink***

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

So I start my official first day on the actual job site in 5 damn hours!!! My youngest son's father was supposed to fuckin' spend the night here (on the damn couch) so I could just leave in the morning...

He's not here.... I'm stressing.... my regular sitter is on vacation until tonight.... My mother is out of town.... I don't know where my brother is....

I'm gonna lose this job before it's fuckin' starts!!!!! It's the first damn job that said it would work with me on scheduling because of college... and it's already fucked!!!!

I'm sitting here at 2am crying my eyes out.... stressed.... I don't know what to do!!!!! I want to hurt his ass soo fuckin' bad.....

****Update**** I found my brother... so he agreed to watch my son after holding me while I cried extremely hard!!! I just don't see why or how a fuckin' father can do this..... I would climb mountains and all that to be there for my kids!!! I just don't understand how my kids father's can be like this (my oldest son's father is a little better on visitation... but not often enough)... I can't stand being away from my kids for a few hours!!!

[alexhuntercody]

you start in 5 hours? I am sure he will be there. Try not to worry.

[CosmicChaos]

I hope it works out for you somehow and you can go,dou have a best friend that could come over at this hour so you can go or could come in the morning? Good luck and I'd wanna thump him too!

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

no... he won't... he just text me and told me to fuck off and he didn't care about the "stupid pathetic" job I have.... his music is more important.....

Quoting alexhuntercody:

you start in 5 hours? I am sure he will be there. Try not to worry.

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

Unfortunately no....  all of the people who I thought were my friends.... are the ones who ask for favors... but when you need them... they bounce and ignore!!!

Quoting CosmicChaos:

I hope it works out for you somehow and you can go,dou have a best friend that could come over at this hour so you can go or could come in the morning? Good luck and I'd wanna thump him too!

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

[texasmom1982]

I am sorry you are having to deal with this.  Where do you live?  Is there anybody, a neighbor maybe?

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

I don't trust any neighbors..... plus they are mostly old people with the exception of irresponsible parents who don't give a shit about their kids!!!

Quoting texasmom1982:

I am sorry you are having to deal with this.  Where do you live?  Is there anybody, a neighbor maybe?

[college.mom]

*hugs* if you lived in the Denver area I would help you out momma. 

[texasmom1982]

If I was closer I would help you but kinda hard so far away.  I do know of places you could hide a body.  Hehe.

Quoting Momof2MixdBoyz:

I don't trust any neighbors..... plus they are mostly old people with the exception of irresponsible parents who don't give a shit about their kids!!!

Quoting texasmom1982:

I am sorry you are having to deal with this.  Where do you live?  Is there anybody, a neighbor maybe?

[Momof2MixdBoyz]

Thanks I appreciate it.... I hate him.... I should have known better!!!! I swear my sitter better never ever go on vacation again!! LOL

Quoting college.mom:

*hugs* if you lived in the Denver area I would help you out momma.