my sons birthday is very depressing time for me
So my baby turned 2yr yesterday but I cant help but to think that there is a family morning over there loss see there was a women gving birth to a stillborn at the same time he was born. Then yesterday I find out that my cousin and his gf loss there daughter she was 5mo preg. her warter broke and she gave birth to a stillborn ugg now for the last 2yrs I have been depressed on his b.day here is a pic of hm from when he was born and here is a pic of him just a few days before his b.day

awwwww.... he is gorgoeus
happy birthday to you & your lil man ...i am so sorry that his day comes attached with some extremely heart breaking memories ....
how is your in law coming along two years later & does his (son ) birthday trigger sad memories for thier loss ,
i am sooo sorry to hear of angel's lost.....
god bless your angel boy ..
happy birthday :)

no problems at this point except he has asthma but I should have added that my cousin had a lil boy 1 week before my dd was born and lost him at 10weeks it just feels like they are getting all of the heart ach while my family gets to have the joys
I am very happy that I have my son I love all of my kids to pieces but it hurts to see us celebrating birthdays and they are have what are should have beens and what ares (how long they have been gone and)

Hes adorable!
I have that problem... in any part of life, especially when it comes to kids, I can't be happy b/c I think too much about others that have had a hard time, or lost someone....I'm extreamly sensitive and feel other peoples pain very easily. I know, right now, I think its a lot of post pardum, but I've always been sensitive.
- heidim229
on May. 24, 2010 at 9:45 AM