Coffee is going to kill you (edit)+ back story (edit) again Love the advise thank you all you very sweet cm's.

[Livethrewmykids]

most that know me know I was severely abuse as a baby. I am a survivor of Sex abuse. My body don't like food I refuse to eat it hurts every morning even (sorry graphic) if I have diarrhea it still feels like needles are coming out :(. That part of my body was tore up when I was a baby. Now the docs are saying that after cutting done to one cup a day now I have to get rid of it all or my bowels won't take much more. :( Not sure why coffee is the killer in this case he could take away almost anything. So I am trying half caf behind my docs back because I need a wake up call for my kids still training them to use a alarm clock (10 and 8). I have to walk them to the bus they can't crosses the truck rout with out me. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr I LOVE MY COFFEE BUT IT HATES ME.

Going to look into tea maybe it is the warmth that wakes me not the caffine <3  all you moms that are giving advice.

(edit) Now what do I do with this coffee :( I have a full thing of this half caf just one cup taken out of it. It can't go to a food bank. I do have a un open one I am putting in a Girl Scout food box we are putting together.

[allisonc75]

huh...why??

[Livethrewmykids]

I was told to cut my coffee totally . I asked for half caf , maybe me and my body can compromise. They said if I don't drink soda at all or only drink non caffeine drinks I might be able to handle half caf. 

BUT IT IS NASTY :( i can't even get through on cup :(

[Embers88]

Welp... then I'm accepting my fate. Need my coffee.

[SarahLizyB]

Actually, it does the opposite

[roxysmommy]

Then I will die happy :) lol

[Embers88]

So what exactly is wrong with you? Why are you having issues with caffeine?

Quoting Livethrewmykids:

I was told to cut my coffee totally . I asked for half caf , maybe me and my body can compromise. They said if I don't drink soda at all or non caffeine drinks I might be able to handle half caf. 

BUT IT IS NASTY :( i can't even get through on cup :(

[PinkyPan]

Then let it kill me! Is there coffee in heaven?

[Amybelle]

confused

[-proud.mommy-]

I don't drink coffee

[sissyboogs]

One cup of black coffee per day helps regulate your bowels, boost your metabolism, and may help prevent some cancers.