SHOULD I SMOKE THE REEFER**may be a tad long&have a little tmi**

[ms_jasmine]

Okay so here's the basics:I have chrons, a large cyst on my right ovary and life is extremely stressful.

So I work at a medical billing place and we have scales, so I randomly weigh myself.Last Saturday I stepped on the scales and noticed I'd dropped four pounds since my doctor visit January 30th.Cool deal!

But I started not being able to sleep as long as I need to,like going from eight hours to five.And my appetite has been finicky already, but in the last five days its gone to not being able to eat hardly anything!If I do eat I get diarrhea and PAINFUL belly cramps.I've eaten 4 times in 6 days.I can gag down naturally sweet yogurt and lunchables minus the candy's.Even looking at them makes me instantl lose my appetite.I've had to FORCE myself to eat.

Ive been making sure to drink plenty of water, just no flavored drinks.They make me sick too.

I looked in the mirror at work yesterday......and I cannot believe how pale my face is.Im half mexican Im never...so white.i look half dead.I've got huge black circles around my eyes.In the evenings I feel like a walking zombie...but can't sleep.Ambien doesn't work.Tylenol pm.Nothing.I can only sleep during the late morning and early afternoon.I'm averaging 3.5 hours of sleep a day.

I got on the scales again at work yesterday.I've lost 7 more pounds.I can't afford to go to my doctor till the 30th.


I NEED TO EAT!I feel like I'm dying half of everyday.My brother is trying to convince me to smoke pot till I can get to my doctor.Everyone in the family agrees with him.I look THAT bad.I need ideas and home remedies if you know any.My last resort is the reefer.I just don't enjoy the way it makes me feel, but it did make me hungry and sleep.

I'm about to started Googling...thank you ladies

[ms_jasmine]

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I was 218 now I'm 207.I don't really look that heavy but its a drastic drop

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[itzmyzoo]

What about a smoothy or something similar? And just sip on it throughout the day. Or a high protein shake. That way, you are still string substances, but not having to eat a meal. Hope you feel better!!

[Hecate9]

Honestly, my first thought was try some pot...it does work.

[ms_jasmine]

We tried that df got a case and I gagged.I can't hardly oget milk down. :/ I love food usually. :(

And ty!

Quoting itzmyzoo:

What about a smoothy or something similar? And just sip on it throughout the day. Or a high protein shake. That way, you are still string substances, but not having to eat a meal. Hope you feel better!!

[ms_jasmine]

Once I told everyone how I felt first my brother, then df & even my mom were like smoke!

It just makes my joints ache bc of my chrons and I'm in Texas so no medical marijuana for me.Just the kind my brother gets. :/

Quoting Hecate9:

Honestly, my first thought was try some pot...it does work.

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