at a cross roads, and i don't know what the right path to take is.
i am just.....what do i do? leave? of course i am going to leave, but now dh is begging me not to leave him, and promising we can move asap.
being alone with the kids will not only be hard, but it will hurt my kids more than anyone else.
i am just so lost.
i swear to god, i am not a bad person, i take care of our home, and kids, and work my ass off to help pay bills. i don't go looking for a fight with the inlaws, and have never treated them with the disrespect they show me.
me and dh have had our issues. but we also love each other. and i hate giving up on something we have worked so hard on.
things were going so well, it WAS getting better....and then this.
i am just so confused as to what the right move will be.
i know i have to get off this land. do i stick it out with him and deal with these hateful people for the rest of my life?
or take the hard road, which will cause my children pain and confusion, and leave and try to make a life for us on my own?